State of mind

I’m like an ocean

Being rocked back and forth
I am better some days and some nights it’s a nightmare
It slowly creeps up on me
I know longer feel it coming
I am it’s pray and it hunts me
I wish I could cry
To feel better
To be better
But it leaves me lost in thought
With pain that numbs me
I sit paralyzed
Wishing I could talk to someone
But all I am is my own medicine and destruction

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