I feel numb;
an unquenchable emptiness.
I slowly watch my emotions fade
and all the fear of man and his society,
burns before my eyes.
the tears that pour in secret
The nights I’m insomniac
The thoughts that make my blood run cold
And the masks I have become.
I feel the disassociation from reality.
I hear the drums of war pounding.
I am in a place of no return till the war ends.
What will survive?