Mentally drained

Mentally I’m drained.
When the sun calls my reserved energy kicks in to give me a boost;
Struggling to get out of bed.
I watch it rise holding back thoughts of cursing it’s glorious self,
For the night was not enough.
I cry out to God on why suicide is a sin,
I want it all to end.
To close my eyes never to open them again.
For I have lost my self.
I have burn out and run out of dreams.
The sweet nectar that once lingered on my friends, family and work has run dry.
The push to please others has broken me.
I walk lifeless not knowing what’s real or a mirage.
God heal my broken self.
May I find life and desire in you again.

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