Its quite without you.
Learning to live without
texting you or hearing your voice
makes it more lonely than ever.
I would love to see you
but my pride and fear of wounds opening up
holds me back.
I remember saying you were my world
and it feels really small right now
as it keeps shrinking when locations trigger memories
I was afraid of losing you
and I ended up trying to heal myself.
but why do I fail to let go?