I fear


I fear I will be a burden to whom I will marry
I fear my weakness and broken parts will overwhelm her
I fear seeing her sad will break me
And she cannot always be happy
I fear I will start wearing masks in her presence
Hiding the cracks on  my heart and mind
I fear I will become distant from her and obviously push her away
I will no longer talk to her
I fear seeing her break because of me
I fear telling her I am working late
Yet standing on top of a building crying out to God
I fear I won’t be her strength
I fear not being her shoulder to lean and cry on

I fear that eventually she will give up and that will kill me yet give me hope that she will find something better

I fear being misunderstood for I will fail to explain my mind


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