Anything at any given minute
can amplify my depression or anxiety…
Like a wave going back and forth,
my thoughts take me further and further from shore.
Always been dragged in and been let out up just long enough to survive the next drown.
A never-ending cycle that makes you wish for either
Death or a miracle.
My demons swim around me
Waiting for any show of hope.
Hope that proves to be futile
as I am forced succumb to my minds imbalance.