I turn from you day after day,
saying I am too tired to look to you.
I am sick,
I do not want to read your scripture.
My mind is torturing me, just let me sleep.
Pray to you?
No, I am tired.
I am unwilling to overthrow the slothful will of my flesh.
Just leave me, my heart says.
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