Its quite in here.
I hear the blood passing through my veins.
I try to make sense of it all.
I ask myself why the light doesn’t shine as bright as I want it deep in me.
My emotions are 6 feet in my heart.
I can’t express them for fear of hurting someone.
I am wallowed whole.
The silence has become beautiful.
It is not love,
Hold it all in,
Hold it all down, I persuade to myself.
No one has to be affected by me.